i have suffering from insomnia this past week and it is not even funny.
pls do not laugh! it is a serious matter!!!!!
it is even worthy of a post.
story begins!
usual sleeping time is 10.45pm-get into bed and by 11.30pm-able to sleep
SUNDAY NIGHT: gets into bed around 10.45 and cannot sleep till 12am. 12am-1am: sleep for an hour.
toss and turn at 1am but eventually gets to bed.
MONDAY-WEDNESDAY NIGHT: same as above.
THURSDAY NIGHT (LAST NIGHT)!!!
BREAKPOINT AND PEAK OF MY INSOMNIA!
gets into bed at 11pm and DOES NOT SLEEP TILL 2.45am!!!!!
BEAT THAT. that means tossing & turning and trying to get to bed for 3 h and 45mins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
HOW BAD IS THAT.
you know HOW frustrated i was!?!??!
golly.! poor me poor me. was so bad till i actually texted my mommy at like 2am!!!!
i could tell my eyes were EXHAUSTED but i cldnt sleep!!!!
then i wanted to pee so badly around 1am but i didnt dare go outside and pee. im so scared to pee in the middle of the night here at the boardo. of course i would dare back home.... im very scared k!!!
but i managed to pluck up enough courage and got outta bed at 1.30am to pee. thinking that it was the cause of me not being able to sleep. BUT IT WASNT.
grh. eventually, i slept.
FREAKY FACT OF THE NIGHT: I COULD HEAR MY SCHOOL BELL RING AT 1.45am and 1.50am AT NIGHT. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?!!! the SCHOOL BELL in SCHOOL!!!! how freaky!!!! from the boardinghouse!!! my floor is the nearest to sch, thats why!
so i was so scared, i got up and i stuck my hand through my folded blinds (didnt dare look outside in the middle of the night; again, cuz i am scared. i wont be scared back home!!!) and quickly wound the window shuttt !! didnt wanna hear any more NOISES!!! ):
this bell-ringing has been confirmed by my Honkie friend, Claudia, who has heard the bell at the EXACT TIME last yr when she was living on B floor (my floor)!!!!!!!!!! OMG. so i am not alone in hearing the bell.
GRH. so i woke up VERY RELUCTANTLY at 7.15am, with only approx 4hours 20mins of sleep!!! went to consult friends with what i shld do....either go to "Sister" (THE SCHOOL NURSE; we have our own Health Centre and we call the Nurse "Sister" !!! LIKE THEY ARE NUNS!!!!!!) before sch and miss first two periods and come back at recess to sleep or just go to sch and see how it goes....
i was ready to miss bio at period 2 and cheena at period 4.
BUT GUESS WHAT! throughout the day, i was TOTALLY FINE. no sleepiness!!!!!!!! :D :D
i think it was psychological; you know that you are gonna be tired, but your brain will try and keep awake! (: so i was happy!
TODAY IS YEAR 11 FORMAL!!!!! and i am not going!!! my friends are all getting pretty-fied now (:
those going to formal could go back at lunchtime which was at 12.50pm to get ready but i had to stay behind cuz i wasnt going :D so i had to attend after-lunch periods 5&6 before the day ended at 3.25pm as per normal.
well, joanne and i and our daygirl friend, Nat Rae may be coming over tonight for some fun :D
and i may go out and get my dinner later. right now, its chillax time. i dont wanna tire out my brain after a day of school with so little sleep. i will rest now, and then tonight do some work before watching a movie :D
hopefully, i'll crash tonight the moment i hit the pillow (:
gonna sleep earlyyyyyy :D
ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL; 8 DAYS TO HOME (: (: (:
AND i gotta start packing to head homeeeeeeee. :D room changes next week too, so gotta start packing up my room!
highlights of weekend:
-hwk! i feel SO MOTIVATED to finish my hwk!! more motivated than for exams! NO HOLIDAY HWK EXCEPT CHINESE! aiming for that!!!
-packing!!
-chillaxing!
-tmr: visiting friend's dance sch to enquire about ballet :D thinking of rejoining in term 3 (:
-sunday: CAMBERWELL MARKET with valerieeee!
LOVE xoxo